Skarang aku dah hampir menamatkan 16 tahun belajar. Starting at the age of 6 up until today, my lives have nothing more but studying and learning.
Ke mana arah tuju aku lepas nih? apa sumbangan aku kepada agama aku?
I have yet to contribute anything to Islam. Nonetheless, I even couldnt keep myself in following the TRUE path of a Muslim. Why am I so weak???
At least this initial thought really matters. I hope it will lead me to become better person in the eyes of Allah.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Apa yang aku rasa....
kembali lagi aku ke blog nih. sekali dalam setahun agaknyer aku singgah tuk bercerita tentang sesuatu yg terpendam lama dalam ati aku nih.
aku terdetik untuk berfikir mengenai keadaan manusia yg berada disekeliling aku. Alhamdulillah, dengan keindahan ukhuwwah, aku dapat melihat pelbagai jenis manusia yg mempunyai pelbagai ragam dan perangai. Ntah ah, dalam variasi kehidupan nih, xbukan n xlain tp untuk menguji diri aku sebagai hamba Allah S.W.T.
Dalam tempoh terdekat, aku rasa kurang senang bila rapat ngan kaum hawa. Atas apa yg aku dah lalui, mereka nih mmg x stabil, emosional n payah nak ditenangkan ngan logik akal. Aku agak benci tgk cara idup diorang yg aku rasa, kurang productive........ andai mereka memperkatakan "tegakkanlah kalimah Allah dengan Jihad", aku xnampak apa yg mereka sedang usahakan.... indah kata dari rupa.
Dengan dunia sekarang, perempuan dah makin liberal n rasa diri diorang setinggi lelaki dari sudut kerjaya mahupun kepimpinan. mmg pada pandangan aku, xsalah untuk mereka bekerja n etc seperti lelaki. Tapi, terhakisnya rasa hormat diorang kat lelaki sebagai ketua, apatah lagi suami btol2 membuatkan aku geram. Aku bukanlah seorang yg pandai menggunakan hadith dalam blog, tp aku tau apa yg haq dan yg batil.
Xpe lah, aku malas nak kata apa2 pasal diorang. Biarkan....... andai apa yg diorang perjuangkan tuh benar, Alhamdulillah..... moga2 Allah permudahkan perjalanan diorang. Tp, andai diorang berpura-pura, aku mendoakan Allah supaya menyedarkan mereka.
Dah ah, aku membebel panjang2 pn bukannyer ada guna sgt. Sekadar nak lepas perasaan jer tempat nih. Aku mitak maaf bnyk2 kalo ada kaum hawa yg terbaca apa yg aku tulis nih. Nih laaa yg aku rasa skarang.
Maaf dipinta...
aku terdetik untuk berfikir mengenai keadaan manusia yg berada disekeliling aku. Alhamdulillah, dengan keindahan ukhuwwah, aku dapat melihat pelbagai jenis manusia yg mempunyai pelbagai ragam dan perangai. Ntah ah, dalam variasi kehidupan nih, xbukan n xlain tp untuk menguji diri aku sebagai hamba Allah S.W.T.
Dalam tempoh terdekat, aku rasa kurang senang bila rapat ngan kaum hawa. Atas apa yg aku dah lalui, mereka nih mmg x stabil, emosional n payah nak ditenangkan ngan logik akal. Aku agak benci tgk cara idup diorang yg aku rasa, kurang productive........ andai mereka memperkatakan "tegakkanlah kalimah Allah dengan Jihad", aku xnampak apa yg mereka sedang usahakan.... indah kata dari rupa.
Dengan dunia sekarang, perempuan dah makin liberal n rasa diri diorang setinggi lelaki dari sudut kerjaya mahupun kepimpinan. mmg pada pandangan aku, xsalah untuk mereka bekerja n etc seperti lelaki. Tapi, terhakisnya rasa hormat diorang kat lelaki sebagai ketua, apatah lagi suami btol2 membuatkan aku geram. Aku bukanlah seorang yg pandai menggunakan hadith dalam blog, tp aku tau apa yg haq dan yg batil.
Xpe lah, aku malas nak kata apa2 pasal diorang. Biarkan....... andai apa yg diorang perjuangkan tuh benar, Alhamdulillah..... moga2 Allah permudahkan perjalanan diorang. Tp, andai diorang berpura-pura, aku mendoakan Allah supaya menyedarkan mereka.
Dah ah, aku membebel panjang2 pn bukannyer ada guna sgt. Sekadar nak lepas perasaan jer tempat nih. Aku mitak maaf bnyk2 kalo ada kaum hawa yg terbaca apa yg aku tulis nih. Nih laaa yg aku rasa skarang.
Maaf dipinta...
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Tergerak Untuk Berkata-kata
OK, aku kembali sekali lg, sort of like once in a blue moon tul aku meng"UPDATE" blog aku nih.
Well, It's been awhile since I last reveal my current condition.
Right now, I'm truly interested in getting myself into business.
I've made contact again with my old buddy. He has already began his journey to the Millionnaire paradise.
p/s: both of us are opposed to direct selling since we were in secondary school because this kind of business activity contains syubhah (doubts) on its source of finance.
Pok Long, or so call Khairul, is now trading high quality silk (which he bought cheaply from his hometown) to well-established shops around Kuala Lumpur.
His experience is undoubtedly great as he had already understood the ups and downs of doing business. He knows how to do deal, negotiate for the best price, getting the right tender and even get the right investor into his venture.
With 3k networth monthly as a student, that's something to be proud of. tambah2 plak, this guy will soon be working under Petronas..... UTP students laaa katakan. So, basic salary dier sure banyak giler. haih.....
But, what about me? Why am I still paralyze and not doing anything?
Hmmmmm.... (looking for personal motivation).
I guess I'm not into this kind of business. My desire tells me that I need to do something more reassuring. Less risks.....
Duk koya2 kat Brisbane nih, I finally get myself working with a great property investor. His lifestyle btol2 motivate me to be just like him. Imagine, he only needs to worry about his houses of not getting any tenants to occupy them. Other than that, it's all about his family, 24/7. He spends all of his time at home, and only waits for his houses to generate income (monthly rental). Cool eh?
As for this, my eyes are now set on properties. Buying lands, houses, apartments, you name them....
Mak pon dah memang ajar suruh buat bender2 nih since I was in secondary school.
That's what I'm going to do in the next 25 years or maybe more.
With some of the experience gained from my boss wisdoms (working part-time job), knowledge from books written by well-known property author... I guess I'm set and ready to have a try.
Skarang, I'm just waiting to go back home... Malaysia. Sampai2 jer, aku akan terus accelerate myself in getting my first property. That would be an apartment or a house.
I'm working on my downpayment at the moment and collecting it through my part-time job salary. Travel tetap travel, tp x sehebat kawan2 aku yg lain. Kena tahan nafsu.... xpe kut, itu satu pengorbanan untuk masa depan yg cerah. InsyaAllah. All I need to do now is to pray that my determination doesnt fade away.
Well, It's been awhile since I last reveal my current condition.
Right now, I'm truly interested in getting myself into business.
I've made contact again with my old buddy. He has already began his journey to the Millionnaire paradise.
p/s: both of us are opposed to direct selling since we were in secondary school because this kind of business activity contains syubhah (doubts) on its source of finance.
Pok Long, or so call Khairul, is now trading high quality silk (which he bought cheaply from his hometown) to well-established shops around Kuala Lumpur.
His experience is undoubtedly great as he had already understood the ups and downs of doing business. He knows how to do deal, negotiate for the best price, getting the right tender and even get the right investor into his venture.
With 3k networth monthly as a student, that's something to be proud of. tambah2 plak, this guy will soon be working under Petronas..... UTP students laaa katakan. So, basic salary dier sure banyak giler. haih.....
But, what about me? Why am I still paralyze and not doing anything?
Hmmmmm.... (looking for personal motivation).
I guess I'm not into this kind of business. My desire tells me that I need to do something more reassuring. Less risks.....
Duk koya2 kat Brisbane nih, I finally get myself working with a great property investor. His lifestyle btol2 motivate me to be just like him. Imagine, he only needs to worry about his houses of not getting any tenants to occupy them. Other than that, it's all about his family, 24/7. He spends all of his time at home, and only waits for his houses to generate income (monthly rental). Cool eh?
As for this, my eyes are now set on properties. Buying lands, houses, apartments, you name them....
Mak pon dah memang ajar suruh buat bender2 nih since I was in secondary school.
That's what I'm going to do in the next 25 years or maybe more.
With some of the experience gained from my boss wisdoms (working part-time job), knowledge from books written by well-known property author... I guess I'm set and ready to have a try.
Skarang, I'm just waiting to go back home... Malaysia. Sampai2 jer, aku akan terus accelerate myself in getting my first property. That would be an apartment or a house.
I'm working on my downpayment at the moment and collecting it through my part-time job salary. Travel tetap travel, tp x sehebat kawan2 aku yg lain. Kena tahan nafsu.... xpe kut, itu satu pengorbanan untuk masa depan yg cerah. InsyaAllah. All I need to do now is to pray that my determination doesnt fade away.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Not Discipline Enough
Hmph,
Am I borned with procrastination stamped on my head?
Why couldnt I fight this bad behaviour?
Camner laaa aku nak maju kalo sikap nih masih ada.
KELUAR WAHAI "BERTANGGUH"
Ya Allah, tolong hambuMu yg lemah ini.
Aku x suka sikap nih, tp terlampau kerap melakukannyer.
Am I borned with procrastination stamped on my head?
Why couldnt I fight this bad behaviour?
Camner laaa aku nak maju kalo sikap nih masih ada.
KELUAR WAHAI "BERTANGGUH"
Ya Allah, tolong hambuMu yg lemah ini.
Aku x suka sikap nih, tp terlampau kerap melakukannyer.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Move....
Alhamdulillah,
aku agak down lately. Fikirkan yg aku perlu lalu 9 more months living overseas.
Bukan disebabkan cuaca, bukan disebabkan negara orang, dan bukan disebabkan perbezaan culture. Tapi sbb aku terpaksa menghadap orang2 yg aku kurang senangi skali lg.
Tapi xpe, only for 9 months.
The pasts are now history. I should have forgotten all of those silly memories that I have with them.
I should proceed with my wonderful live, aim for the goals that I've set and become a better Muslim.
Right now, I'm thinking of extending my property adventure and get good results for my studies.
It's such a silly thing for me to be jealous to someone who didnt notice me anymore.
I see things clearly now, I'm gonna be a strong INDIVIDUAL.
I dont need to have so many friends. I only need a few that are really trustworthy and faithful.
This will mark the beginning of my progress to a better journey.
Thanks mak, for giving me your valuable advice.
aku agak down lately. Fikirkan yg aku perlu lalu 9 more months living overseas.
Bukan disebabkan cuaca, bukan disebabkan negara orang, dan bukan disebabkan perbezaan culture. Tapi sbb aku terpaksa menghadap orang2 yg aku kurang senangi skali lg.
Tapi xpe, only for 9 months.
The pasts are now history. I should have forgotten all of those silly memories that I have with them.
I should proceed with my wonderful live, aim for the goals that I've set and become a better Muslim.
Right now, I'm thinking of extending my property adventure and get good results for my studies.
It's such a silly thing for me to be jealous to someone who didnt notice me anymore.
I see things clearly now, I'm gonna be a strong INDIVIDUAL.
I dont need to have so many friends. I only need a few that are really trustworthy and faithful.
This will mark the beginning of my progress to a better journey.
Thanks mak, for giving me your valuable advice.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
2. Tag ini diberikan oleh Kak Najlaa
3. (10 fakta/hobi tentang diri)
1. Seorang yang agak pemarah. Tiap2 ari ada bender yg nak dimarahkan.
2. Suka buat kejer pelik2. (dun ask)
3. Seorang yang super save. Sama cam kak jlaa kut. Kupit. (sian saper2 idup ngan aku).
4. Berminat menceburi dalam bidang bisnes. Tgk kawan2 skolah menengah aku, ramai yg dah start. (hish2, aku bila lg)
5. Kini berhempas-pulas dalam menghabiskan degree TESL (2 tahun lagi).
6. Suka merayau-rayau bila ada kenderaan. (baik di Brisbane, mahupun Malaysia).
7. Berminat bermain badminton, tapi x penah pandai pun.
8. Kuat makan. (hey, it's a good thing ya know).
9. Skarang sedang membaca buku Azizi Ali (kenapa ngan aku nih..!!)
10. Kuat tido (undeniably)
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Rakan untuk di tag:
Naqiah
Nadhirah
Hazwan
Didie
Monday, January 12, 2009
Pulang ke Malaysia
Setelah sekian lama aku menyepi dari menulis kat blog aku nih, aku rasa better aku type jer something kan?
Haaaa, aku bakal balik msia lagi 3 hari lg, which is on 15th of January.
Excited? boleh laaaa, nak jumpa askar2 kecik yg xtau membesar bnyk mana dah.
Aku beli adiah tuk diorang pn xde ah bnyk sgt. Skit2 jer. Aku nih kedekut kut. Huhu.
Apa planning aku kat msia?
Rehat maybe.... ataupun buat ah kejer2 buruh skit kat umah aku tuh. Since ayah aku dah bg hint awal suruh aku cat rumah. Wahaha. Takpe laaa kut, kejer mudah jer. Pastu, maybe aku akan tolong mak aku kat dapur skit2. Nak belajar memasak, heee :-D
Hal len2, nanti laa plak aku sambung.
-Updated-
Haaaa, aku bakal balik msia lagi 3 hari lg, which is on 15th of January.
Excited? boleh laaaa, nak jumpa askar2 kecik yg xtau membesar bnyk mana dah.
Aku beli adiah tuk diorang pn xde ah bnyk sgt. Skit2 jer. Aku nih kedekut kut. Huhu.
Apa planning aku kat msia?
Rehat maybe.... ataupun buat ah kejer2 buruh skit kat umah aku tuh. Since ayah aku dah bg hint awal suruh aku cat rumah. Wahaha. Takpe laaa kut, kejer mudah jer. Pastu, maybe aku akan tolong mak aku kat dapur skit2. Nak belajar memasak, heee :-D
Hal len2, nanti laa plak aku sambung.
-Updated-
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